yet, I’m sleepy
Today, my girlfriend gave me one more chance. To make everything right. I plan to treat her so well and make her feel on top of the world, always. I’m not gonna fuck things up anymore cause it’s just not worth it. But on the other hand, if I DO, I will definitely tell her and not hide anything anymore. This time it’s gonna be real. April 26th & beyond!
It may not be “love” yet, but I have a special connection with her that I don’t feel with anybody else. And that’s all I need.
I “IHASCWYTIDFWAE” you baby!!!!! :3 <3
Relationship Spring Cleaning
A possible reason my sweetheart decided to let me back?
*disregarding her one night stand
Spring is the time of year for starting fresh and cleaning out the old. It’s also a great time to spring clean your relationships. Here are some ways to breathe new life into all of your relationships:
· Forgive. If you’ve been holding a grudge or harboring feelings of ill will about something, it’s time to let it go. Make peace with the issue and forgive your friend or partner. You’ll feel better if you can let go and move forward.
· Have an important conversation. Have you been avoiding having an important talk with someone close to you? Maybe you’ve needed to confess something or confront someone about something that’s on your mind. Spring is the perfect time to do that. Get the courage up to sit them down and do it. You’ll feel way better once you’ve gotten it off your chest.
· Get rid of a toxic friend. If there’s someone in your life who simply isn’t good for you, this is a good time to let them go. Get people out of your life who are negative and who aren’t contributing to making you happy.
So it is 2:44 A.M. early Friday morning and I have insomnia.
The reason has nothing to do with the actual disorder….a chronic/acute sleep disfunction, but of an excitement.
An excitement of seeing my beautiful girlfriend again tomorrow afternoon and also my parents for this whole weekend.
I will be turning 20 on the 20th of April (yes, I understand that is National Grass Day), and this weekend. This weekend will be mine, shared with those three persons and maybe some family members.
A man only turns twenty years old once.
Let’s make this a good one.